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I walk into a night I never saw coming, What I fear most is fear itself Forever loving For realizing that I am not by myself To be strong even when the going gets tough The road getting ever so longer, To work hard thought my greatest adversities And live life to the fullest With no regrets. Everyday I conflict with myself Everyday I always ask myself If I'm doing he right thing When everything feels so wrong, I've come to realize that the little things are the biggest And the smallest things mean the world, Everyday I do my best to make a difference Even when all else fails This is to life forever undying This is to dreams forever to com

My heart aches for a feeling Like an addict seeking their new addiction, To feel higher than the tallest mountains To feel more powerful than the man of steel To feel the warmth of someone again. To feel love. I try to hide it I try not to show it Deep down inside I know I'm alone but here I am, Adjusting straps and hiding my eyes Wearing the mask again Walking in the valley of shadows With broken lonely dreams. Back and forth this feeling waves Through the ups and the downs, It comes and goes despite what I say I'll need an answer someday So my mind's thoughts will never betray And lead me into dismay, Its for everyday tha

I'm done being the shadow on the wall No more pretending No more masks To hide the eyes of mine I'm done being falsified Done with the lies and all the bullshit. I'm turning around Flipping this world of mine Up-Side-down I'm gonna have my own voice Dance my own dance And sing my own song. To hell with you and your games Your rules and lies, Deep inside I know Things were spinning out of control. I look to the stars My head is held high I'm determined and unshaken Prepared for the worst And open for the best. This is the new me And its for you all to See.

People will hate you Descriminate you Call you names behind your back Same shit from way back when, Hole in your chest Through idle threats and heart aches Growing older nothings changed Teasing you will ill names Yet things still remain the same.

Ever try to care so much, You can't see the sky falling Or the walls crumbling Everything crashing and burning All ash at your feet, Terrified screams. As we seize the day With only our pride between our knees. Trees falling our cores aquake, Looking into the bitter, cold, unknown Risking everything just for a Dream So far off You wonder how it could be Made real.

Writing these rhymes While I do the crimes The world is spinning, Chaos mending Finding love you know you'll seek Looking in empty chests Pickpocket clean, The sun burns on my shoulders Slowly I fade away Even though my future is clear as the deep blue Sky.

Can you not see the rage The pain and fear in their eyes The way they walk As if all hypnotized Getting up just to fall back down They live in a hole Underground To dwell in the nothingness they are Feeding on their grief and sorrow To see all but Darkness Know nothing else Inside their lost souls They ramble on into nothingness. Their grief and torment Carries on through the ages, All built up inside The rage hungers and grows Overwhelmed with pity and self destruction They travel through the valley of shadows With nothing but lifelessness in their eyes..